This year's Christmas was probably the worst Christmas I've ever had. Not only was I a brokenhearted girl but I just can't feel the spirit of Christmas. Even my sister in law and my friends are telling me that this was probably their worst Christmas ever.
Anyways, so I'm here again to jot down my thoughts and feelings.
Ayun so last December 23 before I go to sleep. I prayed to God. My usual routine before going to sleep. I asked for a sign. ANY SIGN from him. Kung anong gagawin ko. If I should totally move on or medjo umasa pa ko. Sabi ko kay Lord "Lord kayo na po bahala."
Then came December 24, when I woke up I saw Karl liked my posts and pictures and he even messaged me sa FB. Telling me that he misses me and all. Then before I sleep on December 25. I asked God again for a sign. Sabi ko, "Lord kapag tumawag po si Karl within this day. Kayo na po bahala."
Then came this morning, I saw missed call from him. Then he called.
I don't know. I don't want to ask another sign from God because I feel like I'm doubting His wills and parang ang greedy ko masyado? Like diba sabi nila you have to TRUST HIM and just have FAITH ON HIM.
Right now, I'm just lost.
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