I don't know if you'll be able to read this or what. We wasn't able to talk yesterday since Mama and Papa were here. I don't even know if we will see each other again to talk personally. But I'm not hoping to talk to you anytime soon or anymore (?)
First of all ayun nabasa mo naman na kagabi yung first letter ko sayo diba? Actually I think I said almost everything there but I was not able to say how I truly feel right now or the words that I wanted to tell to you.
First of, syempre gustong gusto ko talaga mag apologize. Apologize for doing stupid moves and stuff that will piss you off, telling you hurtful words just because I was feeling an extreme emotion. Sorry if I failed again and if I keep on failing you. Sorry for all the wrong things that I have done. Sa kulang na efforts and all.
And thank you for allowing me to be with you and your family. Thanks for allowing me to be with them for probably the last time. I don't even know if I'll be able to meet them again. But you and your family made a huge impact in my life. You guys were my second family na.
I won't make this letter anymore longer because yun nga I almost said everything.
I dont want to invite you here because I just dont want to make more memories with you. And alam ko na I'll always ask for more. I'll always find a way to invite you to tell you that I have lots of stuff to say to you. I'll always find a way to be with you. Sabi ko nga kagabi.
Lastly, know that I wasn't a perfect girlfriend and I never intended to be one, I really did my best to be the best you ever had and gave everything that I can and I had. Kaso hindi talaga. And there are thigns na pag pinilit pa masakit lang diba? So I want to say thank you for the three years.
And we will be friends, not any time soon though. But maybe someday. I love you :)
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