Leave

I've been dying to leave the office. I'm really not happy anymore with what I am doing, where I am, the people around me. I feel like I am trapped and there's no way out.

Medjo annoyed pa ko dun sa isang kaofficemate ko. Tho I understand her sentiments naman, I understand her reason why she doesn't want me to leave. Kaso kasi, I, myself don't see myself growing and enjoying in the company.

Yes, I know I am lucky to have a job kung saan probationary yung status ko, I'm happy to have a job. Pero hindi na ko happy sa gingawa ko and I don't see myself growing, I think I'm doing them a favor by leaving kasi I'm not even a good asset in their company since I can't meet my targets.

I've gained a lot of knowledge in that company, pero I lost a lot of self confidence, esteem and everything in between in that company. Sobrang nahihirapan ako and people kept on saying things that hurts me or that makes me feel less of a person.

So ayun, I want to move and leave this place. Because I am no longer happy.