It's been one hell of a year

ANG BILIS BILIS

Those are the words that will describe my 2015. Everything happened so fast. I still can't believe that 2015 is almost over. Or OA lang ako cos I'm sort of making a goodbye 2015 and hello 2016 post. 

Naaah. Actually it's not a goodbye post. More of reminiscing post lang. Cos I would like to contemplate. To reflect, and to look back. Sino na nga ba ako ngayon? Saan na nga ba ako? Have I lost my old self over the year(s) that passed or am I still the old me? Or maybe I've lost and I've gained something? 

Ang labo ata! Haha. But then again, what really happened to my 2015? Let's have a flashback shall we?

JANUARY 2015

I admit this isn't my month. I've been struggling with my break up with Karl. Like WTF! It's almost a month na since we broke up but then, I'm still in hell during this month. Looking back at my old posts, re-reading it, I can see how miserable my life was. Although yes, somehow I'm moving on back then. But then, I chose the miserable way of coping up. I think this was the month where I started drinking harder than before. 

And yup, I'm always up to no good when it comes to school. I ditch my class, I'm always late, I don't attend to my OJT.

HIGHLIGHT: when my parents went back here in the PH for good! And yup! The month that I got my iPad! YAS! APPLE KID FOREVS.

FEBRUARY 2015

Well I believe this was our "CLOSURE" month? We had our closure back then. But eventually ending up being back to each other's arms. During the first weeks of this month, I started drinking. I met PADRE GANG. I made friends with different people. I started my OJT with CVG ALA3 (REPRESENT!) This month, I think it's more about meeting new people, making friends and connecting with them.

HIGHLIGHT: DREAMTEAM, PADRE GANG, GROUP DYNAMICS

MARCH 2015

To be honest I don't remember anything remarkable in this month. Parang so, so lang. I think the most memorable stuff that happened this month is when Sandy and I surprised Karl on his birthday (?) or when we attended Shan's birthday party.

HIGHLIGHT: MEET THE FAMILY WITH KARL.

APRIL 2015

This month, a lot had happened. More on I think good. This month was so eventful and IDK why I don't have any entries in my planner sa month na to. This month, I had my 2nd and last Sampaguita, graduation, been accepted to my first job ever, Earth Day Jam with my Love! 

HIGHLIGHT: SAMPAGUITA, GRADUATED, EMPLOYED.

MAY 2015

This month, we found out that Karl will be leaving the PH on the first week of June. I was really sad. Sobra syempre. Another remarkable thing that happened is my FIRST PAY DAY ever. I was so happy that I decided to buy clothes and bags. Hahaha. Sobrang shopaholic? 

HIGHLIGHT: FIRST PAY DAY AND SECOND PAY DAY! 

JUNE 2015

This is my birthday month. I just realized how lucky I was during this month kasi ang dami kong HIRES. However, I was truly sad kasi Karl left on a Saturday and the week after nun it was my birthday na. So di man lang umabot. But anyways, this month, my sister and Zekey and Mikay (who was inside sissie's tummy) went home. Sobrang happy lang. At least nadivert yung emotions ko. 

HIGHLIGHT: Birthday celeb with officemates, SISSIE KAY and ZEKEY'S ARRIVAL. VICTORY

JULY 2015

HIGH LIGHT: Welcome to the world Yvanna Mikayla! 

AUGUST 2015

HIGHLIGHT: 4th ANNIVERSARY!

SEPTEMBER 2015

Nothing really special happened

OCTOBER 2015

HIGHLIGHT: EXTENSION.

Mukha akong tinamad over the last months. But to be honest, I don't even remember what happened over the last months. Parang lumipas lang yung mga months na yun and I dont even remember any remarkable thing that happened on those months.

Syempre I never shared my realizations over the months mentioned. More on highlights of those months. But THANK YOU is not enough sa mga blessings na nareceive ko over those months. Financially, in my career, in my lovelife, family, friends. A lot had happened. 

I really learned a lot. Over the past months, I realized how I changed as a person. I chose to be more matured. Pilit kung baga, because I have no choice but to act like an adult. Over the past months, I learned who the real friends are. Over the past months, I realized what love is, how love works. And lastly over the past few months I can say that I am closer to God. 

I know, I have plenty of things to learn, I have plenty of things na maeencounter, more realizations and reflections. I just can't put it in to words as what I've said in my previous post, my thoughts are messier than my place.