01.04.15

I cannot wait for the time to come where all these sufferings and pain will be a laughing matter or whatever. I cannot wait for the time to come where I wouldn't think about you or us or the both of you. I cannot wait for the time to come where I can say that you don't matter and I don't care about you or I don't love you anymore. 

I know that this too shall pass. That my feelings for you will fade away. That all these things that matters, all the broken promises, all the lies, the pain and the sufferings will be forgotten 

I cannot wait for the time where I will no longer spend the rest of the day thinking about you, about us. 

I cannot wait to move on, to leave all these things behind. I cannot wait for that time, where I can finally say that I am no longer holding on to you or to whatever we had.