Bothered

Months had already passed since it happened. But still, here I am stuck in this dark side of everything. I am still holding on to the past.

It's not that easy to let go. It isn't easy to forget either. Cos' not everyone knows how hard it was for me to forget it. A lot of people might think that I deserve to be treated that way cos' I did wrong. But isn't it justifying the wrong acts makes the other people wrong? Isn't it saying that someone deserves to be treated badly cos' they did others wrong makes you worst than the other person? 

We all commit mistakes. 

Sabi nga ''I DESERVE AN EXPLANATION"

Yet still, there are no valid reason, no concrete answers to my question. Maybe some questions are better left unanswered, maybe some thoughts are better left unsaid. 

So maybe I'll just lock all these things beside me. And maybe I am just overthinking.